je sais ce que certains se demandent rien qu'en voyant le titre: mais qui est ce fameux Killian?
eh bien mes chers amis, je pense qu'à présent vous vous êtes bien habitués au fait que je créé toujours plus de personnages au fil des jours, semaines, mois, et Killian est l'un d'entre eux ( en fait, je l'ai créé cet été à New York donc il a quand même deux trois mois par rapport à d'autres persos vachement plus récents )
je me disais donc que pour une fois, j'allais faire un journal sur un personnage que je ne vous ai pas encore introduit rien que pour voir votre jugement premier sur lui ( bon. au moins deux d'entre vous connaissent déjà ce personnage, mais faites comme si ).
donc voilà. ça va?
vais arrêter de vous embêter, voici le fameux journal ( écrit aussi cet été, mais en Haïti ) :
P.S: aussi, ce journal est censé être la toute première note du personnage, il a commencé ce journal à quinze ans mais entre cette note et aujourd'hui, il s'est écoulé un peu plus de 10 ans.
les notes que vous allez lire sur ce personnage sont donc des extraits de son passé
bon allez, bonne lecture maintenant
day: very sunny and very hot
hour: 12:16 p.m
Well, hello there!
This is my first time writing a diary!
How am I gonna call you?
Okay, let's call you John, it's simple!
So, my name's Killian Nightingal and I'm 15. And i'm Australian. yeah. And I live in Australia. WE DON'T CAAARE!!!
Um...I think if I'm writing in you John (writing in you, haha that's strange), it's mostly to tell you secrets and things and facts I don't or wouldn't tell anybody else! Or maybe I would tell my brother and my sister...Then John, you'll be my second brother! And first big confident! Ya okay with that? Awesome!
Then I'll start with something that sounds a bit weird I guess...
I haven't told anybody yet, I don't want to freak them out...especially my mother, she's very sick and fragile...
Sooooo...John, you'll be the first to hear what I'm gonna say.
I...no wait there's a fucking fly in my room. i'm gonna smash it
Home run bro, let's continue.
So there it is.
You have no reaction? What the hell are you doing John??!
Yeah right you're a diary, i'm sorry. Hum!
When I say i'm gay, it's not for fun (actually this isn't funny at all as a joke either), i tried to be attracted by girls or fall in love with one like any "normal" boy, but that's no use! I can't! I just can't! I like boys!
God, what will be the reaction of my parents, Liam and Shera when they'll learn this??
I don't want to know right now.
i've been like this all my life I think! i never loved girls! Big boobs and sexy girls asses are not for me!
i'm gay, that's all.
Though I don't have a boyfriend.
That'll come with time I think.
Don't you dare laugh at me John! I'm fifteen and single, so what?
you'll see that my boyfriend will be the sexiest man ever! I want him strong, i want him good, i want him fabuloooouuuus!
Sorry about that;
That was creepy.
I'll tell you more about this another day I think, but I'm not only attracted by boys...
Don't speak nonsense John, I ain't attracted by children, animals or anything like this!! I'm gay, not a horrible pervert!!
I just...like...leather; And chains. And latex. I like...being...slaved...and hit...
I told you it was creepy.
But that's it, looks like I'm an M...
My family isn't ready AT ALL to hear that!! Oh no no no no no sire!
And even more unready, 'cause I'm just fifteen, I'm not an adult!
Liam is adorable, I think he would be very shocked and babbling of loss! hahaha, that'll be fun!
I don't know how Shera will react...I mean, she may be my sister, but she's 23 and has a boyfriend (who's absolutely beautiful by the way, but maybe a bit stupid...don't tell her this)...that'll be scary...Liam is 18, but he's more childish than her at the same age!
dad...he'll be shocked. Mum...I think she'll be sad...
I'm sorry, you will not have grand-children from me...
Please forgive me...